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feliciabrake asked: did you watch the video yet? kony 2012

No, I actually didnt :\

I’m slacking $:$$$$$$$

last night, my parents were fighting like fucking crazy..stuff was being thrown around and everything was just out of control. my siblings were crying, and i felt like balling my eyes out cause it broke my heart to have to see my siblings go through seeing & experiencing that kind of bullshit that i had to deal with when i was younger. the ONLY person that’s able to put a smile on my face and keep me calm is….him. so i texted him saying “brett, i cant do this anymore.. i’m balling my eyes out. my parents are fighting and everything’s just out of control. i wanna run away. :’( ” he texted back saying “ruth, i’m here for you. hang in there, everything will be okay i promise you that. i’m calling you right now hold on.♥” so he called me and stayed on the phone with me even while i was crying my eyes out, he comforted me. he’s the only one that can keep me calm & make me smile when i need it the most. how am i supposed to let him go? its simple, i can’t. he means the world to me and he even said to me when i asked if he’s giving up on me he said “you know i’m not going to give up on you.” even after everything me & him have been through, he was still there for me in the end & that just means so much to me. :$♥

(Source: barkou1994)